I tried so hard to stay away from it - for you guys! I swear I tried! And I had been doing SO WELL , I hadn't picked up the stuff all summer long. But then it happened. I was sitting at home contemplating if I should finish up a chapter when I decided I would watch a quick movie first. I mean it WAS a lazy sunday, why not enjoy it to it's fullest?? And that's when I saw it, out of the corner of my eye, sitting there wanting, nay PLEADING with me to pick it back up and use it. "It's been so long," it said. "I know, I know," I replied, "but if I come close to you I won't be able to stop and I have to get these chapters done ASAP. People are depending on me…THE WORLD IS DEPENDING ON ME!" ( Over-dramatic much?! ) "But didn't you have fun with me as well? Just one, it'll be quick and easy." And this is when I started to crumble, it WOULD be easy - so easy. And no one would know, would they?! And I d...